I know this is my first journal and I'm very new to this Devinatart thing, but recently I have been going through a lot of things. I have been thought a lot about suicide many times, and I know it's not what I should be writing about or even saying this myself. The reason I wanted to start this Deviantart stuff is so I can get my mind off of it so I can focus on drawing and creating things. Instead of thinking about the people that don't understand me nor care about me. I even missed opportunities because I was busy wondering how I should go. The only reason I think about this stuff is because of my situation. I live in a broken family and my